i feel as though there are two major sons that have overtaken my life the last five years. and now, i can see, my repentance was in fear of consequences and self preservation rather than because it hurts God. how do i repent because it hurts God? i truly do want to restore my relationship with Him. but do i want it because i know how wonderful it is, or because He is worth it? how do i deal with this? please keep me in prayer. i’m in desperate need of things only God can do.
i feel as though there are two major sons that have overtaken my life the last five years. and now, i can see, my repentance was in fear of consequences and self preservation rather than because it hurts God. how do i repent because it hurts God? i truly do want to restore my relationship with Him. but do i want it because i know how wonderful it is, or because He is worth it? how do i deal with this? please keep me in prayer. i’m in desperate need of things only God can do.